Gas & Soda....

As I posted in this blog before, my Mistress made me go pump gas while wearing high heels, to train and feminize me. However, as I got comfortable with doing that, she decided that it's time to expand my feminization training further. During the previous trips I did pay at the pump and so all I had to do was walk in the high heels around the car and just stand there. This time she required that I also walk inside the shop and buy a soda after I did pump the gas. When she ordered me to do that I was very scared that people could notice it. Fortunately, she allowed me to wear my 2.5" heels, which are not that obvious and they are also not as loud on the concrete as the 5" heels. But I was still very nervous, as it was bright day and there were a few other customers at the gas station, after finishing pumping I just walked stright into the shop, which was fairly empty, I went straight to the sodas and bought one, then back to the car....still being super nervous but also super happy that I did serve my Mistress well.

Hotel sissy

First I need to apologize that my training and feminization blog wasn't updated in a long time, my Mistress said today that I seriously neglected my blog lately and that this will change.
So I start out with last week, I was on a business trip and my Mistress decided that my feminization must continue throughout this week, however, compared to March last year she insisted that I also take high heels with me. I arrived in my hotel and changed right away into my pink lingerie, black stockings, black 5" high heels and inserted the butt-plug. OMG, I felt so humiliated being like this in a hotel room, however, it also felt good serving my Mistress. Walking around in the bathroom and hallway with marble floor created the distinct high heel clicks, which must have been still noticeable in the next rooms or outside in the hallway. Actually, one time a group of women walked by in the hallway and they were all laughing and giggling, I thought instantly that they know the sissy inside the room and developed humiliating feelings. The idea to get discovered can be so humiliating, but also exciting. Especially if you let your fantasy flow and imagine what kind of scenarios could develop. Another humiliating experience was to be in the busy hotel lobby, in the presence of beautiful and nicely dressed women in skirts and high heels, knowing that just minutes ago I was wearing high heels as well and still feeling the sting from the butt-plug. I was so tempted to drop down to my knees and kiss and lick their high heels right there.

new chapter in my training/feminization

This weekend my Mistress and I will step into a new chapter in my training/feminization. I will have to wear a chastity cage for the whole weekend....here's the first pic. OMG, I feel so humiliated and helpless

happy birthday Mistress....and new commitment

wow...I can't believe it's been almost two month since my last post. This is unacceptable considering that the initial order of my Mistress were to report in this blog on an ongoing basis about my training and feminization. However, the last two month were quite busy and I admit that my training and feminization did come too short, but I'm committed to change that going forward and put the necessary focus on my feminization and show obedience to my Mistress.

Dear Mistress, I also wish you a happy birthday....I kneel down in front of you and kiss your high heels and promise you that I will submit to you, serve you and obey you better from now on.

I think today's voluntary wearing of makeup almost all day and practicing sucking on my dildo was a good start, let's see where my Mistress will lead me.

pumping gas...

I just got back from a public outing order my Mistress gave me. I had to pump gas while wearing my 6" high heel boots. I had to pump gas in heels before, but never in 6" heels and believe they are quite tall and create loud noise while walking on the hard concrete. However, I did it and I feel now very proud, especially as I didn't feel very submissive after my workout this afternoon, but I told myself that I have to do this for my Mistress and that she knows best what's good for me.....thank you Mistress!

hopefully pleasing my Mistress

As I mentioned in one of my last posts, lately I was a little bit lazy in regards to being a good sissy for my Mistress. A week ago she really put me in my proper place and reminded me who's in charge and who's the sissy. To remind me even more about my status and purpose I received the order to post an add on craigslist again, offering myself as a sissy maid to a local couple. You can read my post here. Unfortunately so far nobody responded, but I don't give up hope yet.

As a matter of fact, just today I got a reply to an email I sent a few days ago to a Mistress with whom I was in contact last year. She's the dominant side of a kinky couple who are looking for a maid, however, last year they just engaged with one and so they dropped me. But now they seem to be interested again. We'll see where this goes, I keep you posted.

Last but not least, I ordered a new maid dress. Unfortunately it's not available yet and will ship only in August, but it's georgeous. Here's a pic

sissy maid for a local couple

This is probably one of my most secret fantasies as a submissive sissy. I would love to be a sissy maid for a local couple, I would have to serve them and please them. I would have to visit them at least once a week to perform domestic duties, of course while being fully dressed up with maid uniform, high heels, wig and makeup. Besides this duty, they would use me in any additional they wish. That could be being their sex servant/toy, by getting him ready for her or having to orally clean her after he deposited his load into her pussy. But it might also be as a maid servant at parties they have or other gatherings. Overall, the couple would allow me to live my own live, they would respect me and treat me well, but of course also put me in my place and let me know who's in charge. They could make use of me anytime, e.g. an idea would be that we would meet for lunch during the week and afterwards he would make me suck him, swallow and then I would have to go back to my work place....omg, how humiliating. Or she would use me during parties with her girlfriends.
Maybe one day this fantasy will come ture :-)