sissy maid for a local couple

This is probably one of my most secret fantasies as a submissive sissy. I would love to be a sissy maid for a local couple, I would have to serve them and please them. I would have to visit them at least once a week to perform domestic duties, of course while being fully dressed up with maid uniform, high heels, wig and makeup. Besides this duty, they would use me in any additional they wish. That could be being their sex servant/toy, by getting him ready for her or having to orally clean her after he deposited his load into her pussy. But it might also be as a maid servant at parties they have or other gatherings. Overall, the couple would allow me to live my own live, they would respect me and treat me well, but of course also put me in my place and let me know who's in charge. They could make use of me anytime, e.g. an idea would be that we would meet for lunch during the week and afterwards he would make me suck him, swallow and then I would have to go back to my work place....omg, how humiliating. Or she would use me during parties with her girlfriends.
Maybe one day this fantasy will come ture :-)

I am a sissy....period

Although I didn't feel very submissive in the last few days, when I got home today I realized again that I am a sissy and always will be a sissy. I must serve, obey and submit to my Mistress, trust her experience in training and feminizing me as she knows best what's good for me. I understand and accept that this will include humiliating acts and feminization beyond my comfort level, however, she is superior as a female and I must worship her, show respect and be grateful for her feminization training on me. I am and always will be a sissy....and this is good!

...out in public

Last Wednesday I had my second public outing, the local ProDomme I serve from time to time took me out to a bar in Castro district of SF.....after she used me and bend me over for her pleasure. The outing was actually quite okay, nobody seemed to care too much about us, only the bartender once asked if "you ladies" would like to get a new drink.

...finally the dress fits

This weekend I tried on a dress I bought earlier this year and finally I'm able to close it after loosing a few pounds....omg, it feels so good.

I miss my Mistress so much, she's on a vacation and will only be back early next week. She absolutely deserves her vacation and I promised to not text her, but I have to admit that I was really close today.

I also made an appointment with the local ProDomme I see, so this week I will get the opportunity to serve her and submit to her....I will let you know how it was.

sissy thoughts throughout the day

Today was one of those days when I couldn't wait to get home and dress for my Mistress.....it feels so good to be fully dressed, wearing high heels and even to be plugged.....very appropriate for a little sissy like me, and it reminds me of my status and who is in charge

Friday March 12

Finally, after 3 days I did chat with my Mistress last night again. She was happy that I did my tribute and reminded me that I have to publish 3 posts per week about my sissy experiences/feelings. I still feel quite humiliated about this, knowing that basically everybody can read about my feminization, but in moments like these Mistress alwasy reminds me "remember you asked me to feminize you sissy, and females keep diaries."
This morning I was able to visually adore and worship a woman at work, as she was walking down the hallway in front of me wearing at least 4" high heels....omg, I was just thinking please let me kneel down for you and kiss your shoes.

sissy kylie on a business trip

Last week I've been on a business trip and in order to stay reminded of my place, my Mistress ordered me to take panties, bra, stockings, dress, high heels, and a butt-plug with me. I was supposed to wear these items whenever I was in the hotel room. Unfortunately, I didn't had enough free space anymore to take the high heels and dress with me, and so I only wore my panties, bra, stockings and butt-plug in the hotel room. I informed my Mistress about this, however, after I got back we discussed it and she was not pleased about leaving the high heels at home. In our discussion we concluded that I didn't exhaust all possible options to take the high heels with me, even if some of them would have been discomfortable or humiliating for me, e.g. carrying them in the carry-on. Because of that my Mistress decided that I need reminder that her commands come before my discomfort and thus I had to stand for 45min in the corner yesterday and think about my status and duties as her sissy.